Racket clashes

Little clash, alot.
But hard clash, never.

I had good awareness for my surounding i guest & whenever i play i always put my expectation.
Does my partner is a blind beast, or abit agresive, or well awared himself.
When playing with 1st 2 or unknown stranger, i would holding myself whenever there is middle attack or in situation im on the front & feel/hear/see a glimps of my partner.

But i usually feel insecure when i had fresh string. I guest i had abit of trauma snaping my new string in my early 1st games.